Lyrics: A face laced with depression is gazing in my direction Like an angel who’s rejected from heaven, stripped of his blessing And I can hardly recognize the man who stands in my reflection My clenched hand’s the weapon, I smash mirrors to segments A mask of perfection- that’s cracked from the tension I ran toward redemption; collapsed at the entrance I rap for an answer to these passionate questions My heart’s torn open, and the scabs are infected …I need security, and all that endowment She said she’ll give it to me, yet she’s awkwardly balanced I’ll hold your shot glass, while you vomiting invasive Baby, you gotta save me, see, I’m wandering aimless The truth of the matter is that I’m used to disaster …Prepare for the worst (expect the worst after) Wanted signs on every corner of this island My smile went missing, please call me when you find it
I still love you, I don’t care what you say. …I still love you, I’m so carried away I know there’s heartbreak even if I try staying But I don’t mind if I gotta die waiting.
A night filled with light-laughter a nice party I saw you holding hands with him, and skipped five heart beats Enemy armies breach the security They cut my arms off as I reached for the purity What vexes me most, are memory ghosts Depression is a vector infecting every host And the message that I wrote… that I cork with a wet kiss Was sent the F back to me in form of a death wish I like to think you still think about me But I think I’m over thinking and my thinking is weak So F Wall Street… I’m cold, I’m investing in heat I once saved your every message, (now I’m pressing delete) Testing my reach… I’m too short to touch heaven And it’s funny… how you loved me then you broke me in seconds Now its sadness… My hand is authoring madness My pain’s enough to baffle any doctor in practice
I still love you, I don’t care what you say. …I still love you, I’m so carried away I know there’s heartbreak even if I try staying But I wouldn’t mind it I gotta die waiting.
I’m still remembering our promises; and clinging to our sentence And the difference is you didn’t, but I actually meant it I thought that I would make it, yet I’m borderline- tentative We got a huge chance of rain- (four times the percentages) …I hate the television telling me it’s natural It’s negative; how they distort the real from the actual- -But imma hold my roots, pray to God and stay practical And when I make moves, NAK remain tactical -I give it all to you, Lord God So give me just a small quick glimpse of Your heart He told me to let go, (forget it) cause forgiveness is key Leave the past where it is and start following Me So I love you and forgive you- though you don’t feel the same I just had to let you know before I go on my way. And now I come on bent knees to ask God for the recipe He said, “Guard your heart;” cause lately it’s affecting me.
I still love you, I don’t care what you say. …I still love you, and you’re always in my prayers I know there’s heartbreak even if I try waiting But God’s got a bigger plan, so I ain’t staying
I still love you, I don’t care what you say. …I still love you, and that will never change I know there’s heartbreak if you’re staying in my memories- -But if it’s Gods will- I’ll come back to you eventually